এক念ে তিন হাজার রূপান্তর
তamai yui-ke ekjon sadharon manush.
ei byaparati, shiraishi shu baire ebong bhitore sothik bhabe porikkha kore, akhon nishchit hote perechen.
tar shorir ba attma, kono jaigai kono obhabonikota nei.
hyan.
shiraishi shu-r tennanten ba divya-dristi diye attma dekha jay—
karon, jibito manusher attma ebong ekomatro mara jaowa byaktir attmar modhye khub beshi parthokyo thake na.
shudhu matro ekjon ekhono shorirer bhetore roye geche ebong shorirer sathe sompurno bhabe mile ache, jake bole “jiban attma”.
onyodikye mrityur karone attma shorir tyag kore “pretatma” ba “mrityu attma” hoye geche.
divya-dristi jokhon pretatma dekhte pay ebong tar sathe o-porishkar ba arpar dekhar khomota rakhe, tokhon nirdisto poristhitite jiboner attma dekhte paowa sambhob.
tobe shiraishi shu sadharonoto onyer shorir opar dekhar chesta koren na, tai kono jiban attma dekhte pan ni.
ar attma niye gobeshona kora…
shiraishi shu-r byapok gyani bhandar ekhono porjopto noy, nijer mathai ba mongoj ekhono sothik bhabe bujhe uthte paren ni, attmar kotha to durei thakuk.
bortomane attma niye kono gobeshona kora hoyni.
hoye-to jokhon shiraishi shu mone korben je shomoy hoyeche, tokhon nijer attma niye gobeshona shuru korben.
hoye-to eta diyei rakshosh ba yoidher hazar bochorer ayur rahasya udghaton kora jabe, ebong shiraishi mukti-mantro rupantor tin somponno kora jabe.
amorer kaj ki tokhon safolyo labh korbe?
oboshsyo, shiraishi shu jodi-o nishchit hoyeche je tamai yui ekjon sadharon manush.
tobe tar mone hoyni je tamai yui-r kono shomosya nei.
karon, tar shorirer bhetore omor byaktir gandho ba alok roye geche, eta shiraishi shu-r kono bhul bhrom chhilo na.
jodi-o tamai yui ekjon sadharon manush hoy.
tobu-o er mane holo se ekshomoy kono omor byaktir shongsorshe esechhilo.
erokom byapar gulo ke samlano...
shiraishi shu-r kache ekti shohaj ebong karjokori upai ache.
nigorani ba goyendagiri.
ta hok yomi ba yomi-r odhinosto omor byakti, tader uddesso je kono kichui hok na keno.
ei uddesso shiraishi shu ke lokkho kore hok, ba tamai yui-ke lokkho kore hok.
tamai yui opodarto ba dusto shoktir kono dalal hok, ba kono niraparodh byakti hok jake bipod apon kore niyeche.
bortoman obostha dekhe mone hoy.
yomi-r uddesso hoye-to ekhono safolyo payni.
jotokhon porjontho uddesso safolyo na pacchhe.
bhabishte aboshsyoi tamai yui-r sathe ditio bar jogajog kora hobe.
tobe, shiraishi shu jodi shobshomoy tamai yui-ke nigorani kore, tobe boshe theke shikar pawa jabe.
yomi ebong omor byakti tader lokkho puron na kora porjontho, ba siddhi-r moto tamai yui namok guti ke shorasori baddhona kora porjontho.
na hole, kono na kono din kopale thaklei dekha hobe.
takei bole, divya-dristi shob badha kete jay.
“tobe, ei upair ekta choto truti ache.”
shiraishi shu bhabte laglen.
ei trutir jayga ti eta noy je chabis ghonta abiram nigorani korle tamai yui-r goponio byapar nosto hobe...
jodi-o eta ekdhom baje byapar hote pare.
tobe shiraishi shu nijer niti ebong simarekha banaye rakhben.
shudhu matro divya-dristi-r nirdisto dristikon theke nigorani korben.
erokom obosthaye, shiraishi shu shudhu attma dekhte paben, basteba ba bastob kono jinis dekhte paben na, jar fole tamai yui-r beshirbhag byaktigoto goponiota raksha hobe.
jodi-o attma nigorani kora otyonto kharap byapar...
tobe kora kicu nei.
tamai yui jodi niraparodh hoy, tobu-o se jokhon omor byaktir chhoya peyeche, tar mane take omor byaktira lokkho koreche.
take nigorani kora mane take shurokkha dewa o bote.
shiraishi shu-r chintar kothin byapar holo...
ei nigorani, onek lomba shomoy dhore cholte pare.
ek-dui din noy.
ek shoptaho, odho-mash ba ekti puroni mash dhoreo cholte pare!
karon, rakshosh-bhuter kache porikolpona khub taratari korar dorkar hoy na.
tara bochor ba mash hisabe porikolpona toiri korte pare.
ei shomoyer modhye, shiraishi ki shobshomoy mon jog diye tamai yui-ke nigorani kore jaben?
eta dhiraj ba shojhno shoktir byapar noy.
jodi dhiraj bolo, shiraishi shu-r onek dhiraj ache, jibonbhor nigorani korte paren.
tobe, sramon ki bhabe porasona korbe!
ete abar onno ekti byapar ese pore.
divya-dristi kaj korar niom.
manusher dristir sathe er mil nei.
divya-dristi beshi kothay chinta ba kheyaler moto.
jodi ichchhe kore, tobe dekha jay, dristi durto poriborton kora jay, shukkho ba sthool bhabe dekha jay, ekhon ki ishwariyo dristikon thekeo dekha jay...
divya-dristi niyontron korar shomoy beshi shocheton hote hoy, noile bhule giye arpar dekha hoye jabe ba dristi hariye jabe.
ei obosthaye, ki ekti shomoye divya-dristi diye prithibir alada alada jayga nigorani kora jabe?
kora jay.
tobe, er jonno shiraishi shu-r nijer chintar shokti ekta nirdisto porjaye pouchhano dorkar.
mane, “ek shomoye onek kaje mon dewa” ba multitasling-er shokti dorkar.
bortomane, shiraishi shu-r kache ditiyo upai-te du-ti kaje mon dewar shokti kichuta ache.
ek dike dure nigorani kora jay, onodike dainik jibon ebong porasona kora jay, ba onno kichu kora jay...
tobe, ektisomoye tin ti kaje mon dewa jabe na.
ek dike dure nigorani kora; onodike dainik porasona kora; abar onno dike divya-dristi byabohar kore shorirer koshgulo shukkho bhabe dekha...
shiraishi shu-r onek guli gobeshonar bishoy.
divya-dristi-r shoktir upor nirvor kore toiri kora hoyeche.
divya-dristi diye dekha shothik kothagulo theke chinta ashe, eta gobeshonar dainik byapar.
jodi, divya-dristi-r shokti chhere dewa hoy.
shudhu tamai yui-ke dekhar jonno eta byabohar kora hoy...
tabe shiraishi shu-r gobeshonar goti onek kome jabe, ebnong kichu gobeshona thome jabe.
etae holo shiraishi shu-r chintar kothin shomosya.
ki kora jay?
tokhon.
shiraishi shu nijer mongoj ba mathar kotha chintay anlen.
shiraishi mukti-mantro rupantor dui, matha ba mongoj ke unnoti korte pare.
asha kori matha bujhbe, chintar shokti ke aro shokto korbe, ekti multitasling ba bahumukhi kaje mon dewar shokti barabe.
tokhon shiraishi shu tripto hoben.
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dupure skule chuti holo.
shiraishi shu taratari cholen ni.
borong jinispat gochhiye niye, ek-dui minit opeksha korlen.
sotti-i, tamai yui ke ashte dekha gelo.
tar mukher bhab ektu uttejito ebong shroddhapurno chhilo.
andaj kori dupure takai mariko take shiraishi shu-r bishal kirtikahini shuniyechhilo.
ei transfer student-ke hoye-to abak kore diyeche.
kothata bolte giye ektu lojja lage.
keu jokhon nijer jonno prashongsha kore, tokhon shiraishi shu-r ektu sankoch lage.
se onnoder theke shudhu matro ektu beshi porishrom koreche, tai bortomane ei safolyo peyeche...
pobitto sadhu-tadhu, etao onek beshi prosongsha kore fela.
“shiraishi pobitto sadhu…”
“tamai shhatro, amake soraasori nam dhore dakte paren, etota kachhakhachi howar dorkar nei.”
kicuta byakul tamai yui-r samne.
shiraishi shu hashi mukhe bollen.
kotha guri bolar, dupure tamai yui, shokaler lojjashilota chhara keno aro shohaj ebong shundor chhilo...
aro beshi antormukhi mone holo?
shiraishi shu-r mone holo je se dujon alada manusher samne dariye ache.
tamai yui mukh khule, kichuta asohaj bhabe bollo.
“shi, shiraishi shhatro.”
“ami takai shhatror kachhe shunechi, apni kebol ekjon sadhu non, borong ekjon byapok shoktishali ucho sadhu. apni ager din hibiya high school, o besharokori kondo junior high school-er aloukik ghotonagulo shomadhan korechen…”
“ami du din agei esechi, mone hochhe kothao kono baje ba oshubho byapar ghoteche…”
“protidin rate, ek-i duosshopno dekhi, ebong duosshopne bhoy peye jege uthi…”
“ami asha kori apni amake ei shomosya shomadhan korte sahajjo korben.”
“doya kore nishchinto thakun, apni jodi sahajjo koren, ami oboshsyoi apnar niyomonujayi upojukto puroshkar debo!”
borte bolte, tamai yui khub noirobhabe matha noalo.
shsarasori nobbe digree-te pronam korlo.
shiraishi shu taratari take tule dhorlen, mukhe hashi niye.
“taka-paisa kono byapar noy, eta onek beshi durto ba onno rokom byapar…”
“amra sobai shhatro, nishchinto thakun, sraman oboshsyoi apnar ei shomosya shomadhan korte sahajjo korbe, apnake bhalo ghum dewar nirochhiyyata debo!”
hyan, duosshopnor shomosya, shiraishi shu ekhono porjopto attomorbhoshak royeche.
bhut ba asur-er dorkar hok, ba shorirer oshusti hok.
prothomti ek thaplo buddhir shokti, bhutke biday kore dewa.
dititi ek thaplo pavitro kora, sadhu-ke pavitro takia dewa.
oboshsyo, ditio-ti-r mullo aro beshi hote pare.
karon pavitro kora mane sraman-er projukti ebong sheba shamil ache, ek koti yen, asha kori sadhu udar mone dan korben.
ei takagulo, sraman mondir toiri korar jonno byabohar korbe.
etao sadhur ekti punyo kaj.
tamai yui-r kaj shikar korlen.
yomi ba omor byaktir shathe juktota thakay.
ebare, shiraishi shu asada chinata ke amontron janan ni, ebare video toiri korar kono uddesso chhilo na.
karon, proti barer abedon video toiri kora jay na.
protibar asada chinata ke dake, fole ek thaplote shob shesh, sobar bari chole jawa.
asada choto devi o hoy-to birokto hoben.
kotha gulo holo.
ager diner bhukha preter video prochar howar por, asada choto devi-r online populariti aro bere geche.
dui sekende shataro bachano-r ongsho, onek netizen-ra emoji baniyeche…
jodi-o asada choto devi mukhe boleche, ei ongsho pore kete fete dite hobe, tabe sheshe abar chhere diyeche.
shorir tokhono shothik bhabe shotti chhilo.
majhe majhe kichu jhotil chinta kete jeto.
shiraishi shu tamai yui-r shathe, tokyo shohore tar barite elen.
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ekhane setagaya ward.
karon eta ekti bhalo bashasthan, ebong tokyo shohore kendro-te jabar rasta khub shohaj, tai eta tokyo-r dhonider elaka hisabe dhora jay.
ager din shiraishi shu shibuya ward-er jami-r dam jakhon onushandhan korchilen.
onno jayga-r jami-r dam-o dekhechhilen.
sob mone rakha, tai mone ache, setagaya ward-er jami-r dam shator lakher niche, fulta shibuya ward-er tulonay onek kom chhilo.
etota kothagulo…
mukhokhyo ekti shomosya prokash korar jonno.
“tamai shhatro, apni ki eka ekena ekhane thaken?”
samne charsho borgo meter tin tola-r eka-ti bari, tar bhalobasha dekhe.
shiraishi shu nijeke thamate paren ni, jiggesh korlen.
shudhu ki ei eka-ti barite, koyek koti yen chara pawa jabe na?
“hyan, eta baba amar jonno kinechen, ekhane ashche koyek din holo, bortomane shudhu ami eka thaki…”
tamai yui shiraishi shu-r shathe bari-r mukh khulche.
tar mukher bhab ektu ontormukhi, mone hochhe kicu dukho-o ache.
shiraishi shu eta lokkho korlen, tai aro jiggesh korlen ni.
ekjon onek kicu dekha shiraishi shu hisabe.
kichuta andaj korte paren.
meyerke baire theke ene, ek-i shohore rakha.
ekshathe thake na, tobe ekta boro bari kine diyeche jate se eka thake…
andaaj kori aro kono dhoni paribarer baje byapar hobe.
shiraishi shu-r karor ghay nun laganor kono uddesso chhilo na.
onno barir paribarer byaparo tar kono agroho chhilo na.
ebong ki, ei barir dam jodi-o ektu abak koreche, tabe eta niye kono bishesh anubhuti toiri hoyni.
jodi taka thaklei shiraishi shu-r onnoder moto dekha ba unnoto shongshor hoto…
tobe shiraishi shu ar ki bhabe dhormo sadhona korben.
shorasori dhoni manusher pet chaata hoye jeto.
shiraishi shu-r moner obostha, erokom kaj kora kono bhabe shombhob noy.
tamai yui-r barir kachhe elen.
shiraishi shu divya-dristi diye charpashe chokh buliye nilen—
shotti-i, bhuter fele jaowa andhkar ba chaya-r chinho dekhte pelen.
etae hoy-to tamai yui-r proti ratrer duosshopnor utsho.
eta dekhe, shiraishi shu tamai yui ke hashi mukhe bollen.
“ami lokkho nishchit korechi, ebare rate howar por, bhutke bida kore dewa jabe.”
“ei shomoye, tamai shhatro chinta korben na, ektu bisram nun.”
ki shesh hoye gelo?
tamai yui ektu abak holo.
mon thik rakhte pere jiggesh korlo.
“shiraishi shhatro, apni… ki kono bhrom ba bhabna dekhaben na, ba amake jiggesh korben na, ami shotti ki duosshopno dekhechi?”
“keno jiggesh korbo?”
shiraishi shu-r shohaj kothati tamai yui-ke kothay aate badha dilo.
ami ki kore jani!
apni to shudhu matro sadhu!
bisheshtay, takai mariko take janayni, shiraishi shu-r bhut shorabor-er niom ki royeche.
prokriya ki khub guruttopurno?
bhuter porichoy, tamai yui ki duosshopno dekheche…
ei gulo shiraishi shu-r kono agroho chhilo na.
shudhu bhut shorabar shesh hole, kaj shompurno hoye jay.
tobe uddesso shompurno holo, prokriya jemon-i hok na keno.
bastobe, jodi asada chinata-r nirdesh na hoto.
andaj kori shiraishi shu «sadhur nirob jibon» video toiri korte parto na.
ebong ki shei shachhi meye-r golpo-o jante parto na, ek thaplote biday kore dito.
tar fole, shiraishi sakura ashtona.
ei byapar theke, asada chinata nijeke shiraishi sakura-r ma bole dabi korle, kono shomosya thake na.
karon, se na thakle.
sakura-r jonmo hoto na.
“tobe, shiraishi shhatro, apnar ki kono panio dorkar ache?”
shiraishi shu sofa-te boshechilen, chokh bondho korechilen.
tamai yui ektu asohaj bhabe, shohobhane jiggesh korlo.
shiraishi shu chokh khulen ni.
borong nijer mathar dike angul diye, bollen.
“tamai shhatro apnar kaje jan.”
“amake niye chinta korben na, amake ekhane eka ektu matha unnoti korte din.”
“?”
tamai yui mukh khulchilo.
ei shiraishi shhatro…
ktu oddhuta mone hochhe.
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shiraishi shu bolar por, tamai yui-ke ar kono kotha bolen ni.
borong shomosto jhilmil chinta biday kore, baire-r badha dur kore, dhyan abosthay cholen gelen.
jodi-o onurob bibhagoner shongkhya bujhe niyechilen.
matha unnoto korar shomoy, khub beshi shohaj howa uchit noy.
muloto bhoy chhilo unnoti korar por, shoktir niyontron rakha jabe na…
ekhon ektu bhalo ache, tamai yui-r barite ache, ratre namar opeksha korar shomoy shiraishi shu-r kache onek shomoy ache shokti maniye newar jonno.
ei obosthaye, shiraishi shu mathar prothom unnoti korlen!
shudhu matha unnoti korle, goti khub dhimir hoy na, taratari kora jay.
pachh minit shomoy gelo.
jokhon shiraishi shu shiraishi mukti-mantro rupantor dui chalaben, mathar ekti shompurno unnoti shompurno holo!
prithibi bodle gelo.
shothik bhabe bolle, prithibi bodlayni.
shiraishi shu-r anubhuti bodle geche.
aro shothik bhabe bolar jonno, shiraishi shu-r anubhuti bodlayni…
chinta bodle geche.
ager moto, shiraishi shu-r anubhuti onek bhalo hoye geche, gandho paowa, shona, durer byapar dekha onek beshi shoktishali hoyeche.
ekhon eta upore aro ek pa baariyeche.
gandho paowa bhranto gondho, alada alada kore fele dewa hoyeche.
gonona-shin bibhinno gandho, shiraishi shu ekek kore tader nam bolte paren.
onno jayga theke asha choto shobdo-o ek-i niom.
eta jodi shudhu sadharon anubhuti poriborton hoy.
tabe, chintar poriborton, shiraishi shu-r aro beshi anondo dewa byapar.
ager shiraishi shu mone korchilen, matha unnoti korle, hoye-to shokti niyontron khoni-er jonno hariye jabe—
eta noy.
ulta-ta, shiraishi shu shorir ebong shoktir niyontron shokti, jyamiti-r moto bere geche!
kono shukkho shokti poriborton, shob control-er modhye ache.
charaso-o, bahumukhi kaje mon dewar shokti ache.
shiraishi shu ager du-ti kaje mon dite parto, tin-ti kaje mon dewa kothin chhilo.
kintu ekhon—
shiraishi shu shompurno bhabe dosh-ti kaje mon dite paren.
dosh-ti angul, tabil-er upore rekhe, ekshathe dosh-ti alada alada lekha likhte paren.
bibhinno oddhuta poriborton, shiraishi shu-r mone anondo toiri korche.
eta asol unnoti ebong shoktishali!
shudhu matro peshi-r tulonay, aro unnoto unnoti!
ei unnoti, jibon-er byabohar aro byapok hobe!
udahoron shorup, ekhon.
shiraishi shu shompurno bhabe ekti chinta alada kore rakhte paren, shobshomoy tamai yui-ke nigorani korte paren, ebong porasonar dokkhota kono bhabe kombe na, seta chinta korar dorkar nei.
ebong ki, eta shudhu matro prothom unnoti.
unnoti korar shongkhya bare.
shiraishi shu hoye-to pouchhte paren…
ek chintate tin hazar er abostha!
eta bhebe, shiraishi shu tripto hashi haslen.
ajkeo porishrom kore shoktishali hocchen.
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ojana jayga.
tamod-er attma, ektu birokto hoye tamai yui-r dristikon diye, nigorani korchilen.
hyan, tamai yui kono toiri kora manusher shorir noy.
borong yomi-r bechhe neowa ekjon sadharon manush, jar asol jibon ache, tai sadhu kono byaktikrom dhorte parben na.
shudhu kothata holo, yomi-r mathay jol dhukeche, hoye-to yomi-r jol.
ja hok ekjon nasu shiohara shohor-er manush ante hobe…
bortoman obostha, eta tamod shorokar-er hate thaka obosthaye, ojana jogajog byabohar kore tamai yui-r jibon dekha.
ei prowin khedaron-er jonno, eta shoshyo sohyo korar baire.
eta cholte thakle.
shorokar tamai yui, sadhu ke jite neoa to durei thakuk.
andaj kori beshi din thakbe na, takai mariko-r dwara sadhur petni banaye dewa hobe.
manusher meye, shotti-i khub baje!
“aro ektu opeksha, aro ektu opeksha…”
tamod-er shantir shathe chupi chupi lukiye thaklen.
sadhu ki chabis ghonta, rat-din dhore tamai yui-ke nigorani korte paren?
se porikolpona korche adho mash shomoy, prothome tamai yui-ke sadhur jibone dhire dhire dhukiye dewa, sadhur shohoyta komano.
tarpor nirdisto vromon shomoy, ekti sujog buje chupi chupi tamai yui-r shorire fire asha.
tokhon, amar abar jitrar shujog thakbe!
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